I becoming bored with my life?

I keep having these episodes of this young ladie I took out. She was 19 and i am 29. Why is that since I showed my interest in her she came of by saying she was not looking for anything and she hope she did not lead me on. However, all the ques was their. Also I have no interest in women my age because they all have kids... I do not know if i want any kids. and wowmen with kids have issues especially black women. I am becoming bored with my state of being because i can not get a hold on to want i want out of my life as far a relations ship goes. I keep running into trash... what is wrong with me .... I pray and everything for god to send me a beautiful smart cly lady my way. Please someone help.